to philipp , for being an adequate sting in my vision and make me realize that movement means more than letting words float .. but not fearing changing in silence.
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how to stagnate and silently know you do
girl you have
never used your eyes when you took a look at your world, have you ?
your fingernails digging
scratching through
earth have been your instruments of perception
and above
and above you hear their steps
and they sound wonderful, you think
they must be dancing
they must be dancing while a few inches under you
are crawling in moist earth
and the rain that trickles
through the moist soil
and down your spine
was gliding down their faces a few seconds ago , you think
and the world out there
must be beautiful
and they must be dancing while a few inches under
I am crawling
how high is the risk that your life will leave your body back as an empty shell
that there will be no signs
of existence
within your own being
as long as you keep on breathing
in the moist earth
that you have piled up
over the hope in your mind.
It's time to leave
what you violently hold on to.
because it starts to tie knots
into your throat.
i look like the next moment!